What I Deserve

What I Deserve
Studio album by
Released1999
Studio
  • The Hit Shack (Austin, TX)
  • Cedar Creek Studios (Austin, TX)
  • Congress House Studio (Austin, TX)
GenreCountry
Length50:11
LabelRykodisc
Producer
Kelly Willis chronology
Kelly Willis
(1993)
What I Deserve
(1999)
Easy
(2002)

What I Deserve is the fourth studio album by American singer-songwriter Kelly Willis. It was released in 1999 through Rykodisc, almost six years after her eponymous album. The recording sessions took place at the Hit Shack, Cedar Creek Studios and Congress House Studio in Austin. The album was produced by Dave McNair with Daniel Presley and Norman Kerner.

The album peaked at number 30 on the Top Country Albums and number 24 on the Heatseekers Albums in the United States and number 36 on the UK Independent Albums chart. It was supported with two promotional singles: "Take Me Down" and "Not Forgotten You".

Critical reception

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Professional ratings
Review scores
SourceRating
AllMusic[1]
Entertainment WeeklyA[2]
The Guardian[3]
Los Angeles Times[4]
PopMatters6.9/10[5]
Q[6]
Rolling Stone[7]
Spin8/10[8]
USA Today[9]
The Village VoiceB+[10]

In Entertainment Weekly, Wook Kim opined that Willis "is far better served" on What I Deserve than on her previous "overproduced" major-label albums, "artfully melding the sturm und twang of her country upbringing with the plaintive grit of roots rock".[2] Marc Weingarten of the Los Angeles Times said that Willis "reaffirms her status as one of alt-country's best and most versatile singers" with vocal performances that capture the "aching melancholy" of the material,[4] while Brian Mansfield wrote in USA Today that "the torch in Willis' voice ... warms the existential country heartache" of her songs.[9] The Guardian's Mark Bygraves highlighted the album's "stark beauty", particularly on "the emotional wasteland" of the title track and Willis's "moving" rendition of "Time Has Told Me".[3] Writing for Spin, Charles Aaron noted "the soulfully self-aware sentiments" expressed on What I Deserve by Willis, finding that she had gotten "savvier" in her songwriting and cover song selections.[8]

AllMusic critic Rick Anderson recommended What I Deserve "with reservations", praising Willis's vocals, the backing musicians, and McNair's "beautifully balanced and full-bodied" production, while finding the album lacking in memorable hooks.[1] Robert Christgau stated in The Village Voice that Willis's persona on the album remained unchanged from her earlier work, but that she also "still sounds better the closer you listen" and especially "still has that enormous voice."[10] In The Village Voice's year-end Pazz & Jop critics' poll, What I Deserve was voted the 27th-best album of 1999.[11]

Track listing

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No.TitleWriter(s)Length
1."Take Me Down"3:46
2."What I Deserve"
  • Willis
  • Louris
4:20
3."Heaven Bound"Damon Bramblett3:20
4."Talk Like That"Willis3:09
5."Not Forgotten You"Bruce Robison3:36
6."Wrapped"Robison4:28
7."Cradle of Love"Paul Kelly4:57
8."Got a Feelin' for Ya"3:25
9."Time Has Told Me"Nick Drake4:37
10."Fading Fast"2:54
11."Happy with That"
  • Willis
  • Louris
3:34
12."They're Blind"Paul Westerberg4:37
13."Not Long for This World"
  • Willis
  • Leventhal
3:28
Total length:50:11

Personnel

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Track information and credits adapted from the album's liner notes:[12]

  • Kelly Willis – vocals
  • Bruce Robison – harmony vocals (tracks: 2-5, 7)
  • Amy Farris – harmony vocals (tracks: 2, 3, 6, 11), fiddle (tracks: 4, 9, 11), mandolin (track 5)
  • Charlie Robison – harmony vocals (track 4)
  • John Ludwick – harmony vocals (track 6), bass (tracks: 4-6, 8, 10)
  • Chuck Prophet – harmony vocals (track 8), acoustic guitar (tracks: 1, 5, 8, 10, 12), electric guitar (tracks: 2, 4, 6, 7, 9)
  • Mark Spencer – acoustic guitar (tracks: 2, 4, 6, 7, 9, 11, 13), electric guitar (tracks: 1, 5, 8, 10, 12)
  • Jon Dee Grahamlap steel guitar (tracks: 3, 11, 13), electric guitar solo (track 5)
  • Max Butler – electric guitar (tracks: 3, 7)
  • Lloyd Mainespedal steel guitar (track 9)
  • Michael Ramos – Hammond B-3 organ (tracks: 5, 6, 12), Farfisa organ (track 8), piano (track 9)
  • Michael Been – bass (tracks: 1-3, 7, 9, 11-13)
  • Larry Aberman – drums (tracks: 1-3, 7, 9, 11-13)
  • Rafael Gayol – drums (tracks: 4-6, 8, 10)
  • Dave McNairpercussion (tracks: 1, 5, 6), bells (track 8), producer, recording, engineering, mixing, mastering
  • Daniel Presley – producer & engineering (tracks: 1-3, 7, 9, 11-13)
  • Norman Kerner – producer & engineering (tracks: 1-3, 7, 9, 11-13)
  • Geoff Travis – executive producer
  • Adam Larson – design
  • Steven Jurgensmeyer – design
  • Michael Gomez – photography

Charts

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Chart (1999) Peak
position
UK Independent Albums (OCC)[13] 36
US Heatseekers Albums (Billboard)[14] 24
US Top Country Albums (Billboard)[15] 30

References

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  1. ^ a b Anderson, Rick. "What I Deserve – Kelly Willis". AllMusic. Retrieved August 13, 2024.
  2. ^ a b Kim, Wook (February 19–26, 1999). "What I Deserve". Entertainment Weekly. No. 472–473. p. 141. Archived from the original on October 19, 2012. Retrieved June 27, 2025.
  3. ^ a b Bygraves, Mark (February 12, 1999). "Kelly Willis: What I Deserve (Rykodisc)". The Guardian. "Friday Review" section, p. 18.
  4. ^ a b Weingarten, Marc (March 6, 1999). "Kelly Willis, 'What I Deserve,' Rykodisc". Los Angeles Times. p. F10. Retrieved June 27, 2025.
  5. ^ Zupko, Sarah. "Kelly Willis, What I Deserve – PopMatters Music Review". PopMatters. Archived from the original on September 3, 2000. Retrieved August 13, 2024 – via Wayback Machine.
  6. ^ Kane, Peter (March 1999). "Kelly Willis: What I Deserve". Q. No. 150.
  7. ^ Puterbaugh, Parke (March 18, 1999). "Kelly Willis: What I Deserve". Rolling Stone. No. 808. p. 63. Archived from the original on May 4, 2009. Retrieved August 13, 2024.
  8. ^ a b Aaron, Charles (April 1999). "Kelly Willis: What I Deserve". Spin. Vol. 15, no. 4. pp. 160–161. ISSN 0886-3032. Retrieved June 27, 2025.
  9. ^ a b Mansfield, Brian (February 23, 1999). "Kelly Willis, What I Deserve". USA Today. p. 2D.
  10. ^ a b Christgau, Robert (May 18, 1999). "Consumer Guide". The Village Voice. Retrieved June 27, 2025.
  11. ^ "The 1999 Pazz & Jop Critics Poll". The Village Voice. February 22, 2000. Retrieved June 27, 2025.
  12. ^ What I Deserve (liner notes). Kelly Willis. Rykodisc. 1999. RCD 10458.{{cite AV media notes}}: CS1 maint: others in cite AV media (notes) (link)
  13. ^ "Official Independent Albums Chart Top 50". Official Charts Company. Retrieved August 13, 2024.
  14. ^ "Kelly Willis Chart History (Heatseekers Albums)". Billboard. Archived from the original on January 17, 2024. Retrieved August 13, 2024.
  15. ^ "Kelly Willis Chart History (Top Country Albums)". Billboard. Retrieved August 13, 2024.
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