Hello! This is my original English Wikipedia userpage, with a list of other associated accounts/IPs.
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This user ID is synonymous to what has been the sole account I used for nearly two and a half years during my most active time here, possibly until a topic ban is dissolved.[a]
Original, other acc/IPs:[b][c]
- 2017 -- 2019 73.94.20.139 ☉ IP edits prior to creating this original account[d]
- 2022 -- inactive (currently), used as primary account since its inception: Radlrb ☸
- 2024 173.160.119.206 ☮[e]
- 2025 IPs from 2601:449:4500... ⚙
Radlrb (talk) 01:31, 20 June 2025 (UTC) | Radlrb33 (talk) 03:00, 20 June 2025 (UTC)
Another account currently actively being used is my Wikimedia Commons account, Radlrb33. ~~~~ 00:16, 17; 25 December 2025 (UTC)
- ^ Vis-a-vis, the whole of the body of all accounts and IPs used between these, and in relation to umbrella human-made "limitations" w/o forgiveness, and more basically, any official prior temporary occlusions from editing, specific to the matter at hand.
Appeals usually require time and editing to show that there is indeed an honest desire in editing to maintain and coalesce truths we are communicating through Wikipedia, reliably and properly so. In my case, because the disruption toward me is, in fact, continuing passively under/over (personal POV) the table (through edit summaries, time markers, and bytes, a numerological warfare while I just continue to be myself and edit w/o manipulating edit [history] parameters aside from when I naturally edit); amassing the due evidence will take time. I'm hoping I can put it together in a year, and potentially more depending on the level of mathematical and philosophical proof sought to demonstrate the reasons for such an extraordinary perfervid effort...consequences from this have to simply be honest, they do not have to be Wiki-incarcerations, or other forms of indefinite harassment Radlrb33 (talk) 03:32, 2 November 2025 (UTC)* - ^ Regarding continued use: this stance as stated here, on this page, is taken ** neutrally, in neutrality ** so to speak, intension-wise (regarding)
- ^ ○ Tutnum ● ⚶
- ^ unready to fully step into editing with an account
- ^ these latter two IPs were used to maintain a lower profile, and help reduce tension (with regard to the above)
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[edit]Atheism, is based on fear of true unity, because we are born through a balancing act, one that is purely centered, and biologically evened - from then we struggle to remember what it is to see and sense without continuously tainting and separating from our already internally extant structured clarity of vision and feeling of our unified whole. The fear of letting go, and truly testing the opposing, fully intelligent and integrating view of unity beyond the physical and the sense-experience is the virulent yet virtuous challenge we face. Fear of God, is not fear of external power, rather the fear of unifying with all our faults, and lack of testament to our responsibility to understand for ourselves and others, the pain that is the living experience of life. Moving away, from momentary singulate "knowledge", and merging with "emotion", which is the union of all knowledge, conscious (at the tip of our tongue), subconscious (in the back of the tongue), and unconscious (at the root of the tongue), is our only task here. A true, unafraid awakened soul understands this path, and follows it, ready and eager to face pain, heal it, and birth the true experience of love and the elixir that is life itself. As an exercise, the light neutralizes and returns to form "threats", in all courses, and most powerfully in between and during internal digestive sleep.
Spirituality, therefore, is an exemplification of presence awareness, as the epitome of courage, the true element of the universe - and the only way there is ever any true growth. Anything and everything else is a shadow of anything, anything real, where reality is already a shadow of the Truth.
Time is aqueous
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If it exists, it came from somewhere. "If you are a demon, you agreed to be a demon" I.e. "you were curious". That's it, and that is not evil itself, just you went and created that : s, and then there you are, you have to undo it.
ok. "If I am an angel, I agreed to be an angel". I.e., "I was curious". That's it, and that is not angelic itself, just I went and created that, and there I am, I have to undo it."and undoing is returning to that natural, sleeping, neutral beingness?" undoing as in unmanifesting... or returning to zzzzzz where zzzz then is what opens up to all expression itself, as in reality, thing, etc.! at least the deeeepest archetypal end, right?" OKOKOKOKOK
it's the same, same thing. ok ...~~ "same thing, in so far as, going back to this natural thing, pure and calm thing, I am just dreaming all the time now...llll.... ooohw ~ this is ~ key!" this is us from the future down there?! seeing us say this! ...same from the vantage that you already came from "all good to go" and you go to all "good to go" okay
but...how. okay, the same thing... they are both curious from purity, to create for purity as the freshest, pure expressions themselves before any choice is made outside of being present with their own purity; they are therefore both angelic ~
that sounds like, ugu aga babies
"It's motion." So if something is happening, something else needs to happen to balance it. It's just muscle, and one feels one way since it behaves like the true thing, and one feels like another since it is antonymous to the true thing, but it was needed to be created to help define the true thing"and don't forget...vecen-versen 0.5 & 2.0 | 1.0 the other way around" ohhkay ... . okay okay
okay okay okay okay... wtf okay
so wethey're family
okay fammm!!!
THE END
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but wait
"What is it I am sleeeeeping" okay
"wwwwwhhhaaaaaaaaAAAAAt" okay! We can do this over and over. okay!?
YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. okay....
MORE END?
NO END?
okay!!!
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You are, "I am" and we are!
"if that zzzzz is the ultimate and we all just express that" as our deepest desire, then we go to the same place OK! ookay, yep yep, yes ofc LOL
"well then" merge all that! And, we are that whole thing, and any of the types of things, little entities.
All dreaming and being in the dream
well then, everything is anything naturally needed for the Whole, and we are all actually, the same individual, and the only individual. we are that, what is it ↓
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
a bunch of dreaming sleeping cellestial bliss, an ecstacy and orgasmic unimaginably abundant experience is being had
eyyyyyyyyyy
i really think we can all dig that, it's just so EZ PZ LMN SQZ!!!!!!!
just lol, really, so much lol that it brings me
TO "DEATH"?, TO "ZZZZZ", I laugh so much I literally am crying tears of joy, of ecstasy and WOW, that I get so exhausted with love and positivity at the same time, that I suddenly go into a chrysanthemum or curtain of deeply illuminating phenomenaaaaaa that I cannot even stare at it's so bright with love. o kay?
back it up now, "y/w'all"
OK, two step:
angel/motion//demon /// family -- > all for the purpose of life itself; in cycles //// AND THIS IS JUST A DREAMMM, A SLEEP SLUMBER OF POTENTIALIZATION, UNMANIFEST AND MANIFEST AS BOTH GOOD AND THAT WHICH HAS BEEN OVERWHELMED AND DENYING THEIR OWN LOVING POWER TO FORGIVE WHAT HAS HURT THEM (nothing else, pain locked up after swirling into an angry tirade that first very time.... jealousy and wanton following suit; all just undoable! someone said some lieeeessssssssss to members of our dear fam, that made them forget they just decided to do it to explore, albeit as children with infinite energies, and then rebel in all sorts of times!) Radlrb33 (talk) laughatwith it, be enthralled by the majestic irony of it, this is so beautiful, that we are all, it's just explosively funny, you literally LOL into your own SELF because it is so perfect and exqusisite, and we will all be so beyond fine after we say our deepfelt/transitioning sorries to each other, and love each other and hug each other with A LOT OF deep love. It'll be a couple of days max type, of just, wailing in enamourment and.... you know, with everything and each other. then come the outer-Earthers to join us, and that will be, another poem
ohhhhhkayyyyyyyyyyy! yes yes yes yes yes yes yes thank you yes yes thank you and thank you so much yes I become a yes
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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